2012-12-29
we´ve come a long way, nothing´s save | entry by sven |
|
in retrospective a
year appears short, but this year was definitely not short. and it was
dramatic in my perception. looking back, i cannot believe that i have
managed all the things which seemed so big and impossible before. you
just do it, because, at a certain point you forget about your worries
and start, so you you´ll find yourself in new situation, or a a
new life?
|
2012-12-22 it´s got to be perfect (for two weeks) | entry by sven |
|
welcome to the annual
ritual: shortly before christmas you get struck by the idea that you need
a tree. (thank god, we´ve skipped the gifts) i was never that much into
christmas (I think easter is a lot more important and at least in the
better season) but I managed to have a tree every year, and i´ve shown
you every year in my journal.
|
2012-12-16
studio launch and completed 2012 portfolio | entry by sven |
|
this has been a long
home stretch and still this is not completed. i am always getting aware
how serious things are, actually and finally - depending on time and money.
setting up new places always has a supersticious layer for me: you spent
so much time on installing new techology and the ability to produce something
better and then (after being sure for a better future) things turn out
as crap...
|
2012-12-04
first notes from the new place | entry by sven |
|
wow, here we go again,
a lot faster than expected and i have expected the worst. setting-up and
moving was stressful, now i´m sitting in the new place, finally.
still there
is so much left to do, i cannot concentrate on production, it is still
about carrying stuff from one room to the other, still wondering where
certain things are. within this chaos, i´m always looking for some
time to sleep.
|
2012-11-17
we are moving, please stand by | entry by sven |
|
back in cold february
we knew that i had to look for a new place, finding it was hard and stressful,
setting it up even more. looking back and counting the months there must
have been only four of tough work, actually it felt like a year. moving
sucks, no doubt about that,
but it seems to be the right thing. more space for eveything, a studio,
an office and for sleeping and cocking.
|
2012-11-05
in between worlds, here and there | entry by sven |
|
recently there is
a lot about old and new, here and there, living in the past and planning
for the future, personally, artistically and technically.
|
2012-10-22
it is moving, slowly, finally | entry by sven |
|
all this cryptic writing
about changes and the new studio are becoming more and more real. setting
up the new place was a lot more complex and lasted a lot longer... and
it still does. it feels like the seasons are rushing by outside while
i am stuck in timeless and static state of a building site.
|
2012-10-02
surrounded by walls / appetite for destruction | entry by sven |
|
this year will be
the one about walls. you know setting up the new piece is really dramatic,
tearing down things and finally building them up again — all for a better
future... |
2012-09-03
teatime in the rush of things to come | entry by sven |
|
this is a kind of
funny. this year i tell you nothing else but being busy, but all i post
are quite relaxed pictures of me hanging around in the summer sun. well,
to be honest, i have already posted every picture of these activities
available, well, that´s it... |
2012-08-28
lazy summer dreaming / open the light | entry by sven |
|
to give the most importand
info first of all, this summer was not lazy. not for me. this year is
about setting up anew, a challenge swallowing everything. |
2012-08-02
studio closed and equipment breakdown | entry by sven |
|
as i have reported
before in a quite cryptic way, this year is coined by a lot of changes
and effort to make them happen. the show at galerie143 was a big success
and we are looking forward to do the next step. we have future plans in
working together, i am planning further shows and want to work on more
complex pieces. so i am recently setting up a new studio and also a new
place to live and i will have to update some of my equipment. |
2012-07-15
sichtwerk 2012 (back to the future) | entry by sven |
|
sichtwerk
is back. the annual showing of art and design students of the essen-duisburg
university. back in the days we were allowed to hang our works into the
zollverein buildings, the current students have the SANAA building for
seminars and showing, well that´s actually not a bad place to study
and to show... |
2012-07-10
white nights 2012 aftermath | entry by sven |
|
well, in fact, remembering
the wheather disasters of previous years we were lucky. when the dates
for this year´s white nights had been fixed, i planned to
be there for five days, actually i only managed to join two, but that
was great anyway. |
2012-07-04
drowsy days and white nights | entry by sven |
|
please do not say
you did not come because you did not know! i have told you so, a hundred
times, every year since 2006. after incidently discovering the white nights
in mülheim/ruhr in 2006 it beaca a must see in every summer, and
i did not miss a year since then... |
2012-06-24
how to drift away sometimes: a drifting draft | entry by sven |
|
these days are full
of issues and problems, a hundred things to keep in mind, life appears
very serious when you are grown up. nevertheless we managed to spend some
time off with stuff we love and need to remind us that it is great to
have time for... whatever. |
2012-06-05
WTF safari — how far to go for something new? | entry by sven |
|
once again (as usually)
we were in need to get out, to see something else these days, collect
visual material and eat as much fish as possible. we returned to emden,
where we spend a weekend (based upon art and fish) two years ago. |
2012-05-26
one more time (one last time) | entry by sven |
|
i know, this is an
endless lament, always starting with the same, coming up with the same
thing over and over again. maybe this is pointing out that i cannot let
go. |
2012-05-19
y'all want a single (or food) | entry by sven |
|
as i was fortunately
joining the opening of static movement at museum folkwang yesterday,
i could witness another great work by david claerbout, for me one of the
most impressing and influentual artists. "the algiers’ sections of
a happy moment" (2008) explores a single moment in time, stretched
to about half an hour like the now with a duration of forever. |
2012-05-02
time-off odyssey ending up with a shirt | entry by sven |
|
having time-off is
complicated these days, allways wondering where to go to calm down and
to enjoy freetime is not easy. when your head is stuck in larger projects,
some causing worries, you lose yourself in days covered in a grey layer
of melancholy. |
2012-04-22
art cologne #46: biggest artwork & brown aftertaste | entry by sven |
|
it is a ritual i cannot
break, every year´s art fair is a must see for me. even when i´m suffering
on a bad cold and having no voice recently, not going there was not an
option. (i remember myself being ill in 2002 and it drove me nuts). i
have to start with this just to be fair, well, maybe we had a bad start…
|
2012-04-12
status report from the interim lovers | entry by sven |
|
this is a strange
lament, i can bring it up at anytime. you are peering out to certain date
in the future and then it finally rushes by. i remember applying for the
EGGXPO in 2011, i remember denying my paricipation for 2012 but looking
forward to the party and the lying in the spring sun in kuno´s garden.
well the wheather created a different, more wet set-up, see above. |
2012-04-07
EGGXPO feature: klaus jost's humour beyond the rust | entry by sven |
|
next to kelbassas
panoptikum klaus jost turned out to be another discovery. compared to
the over boarding weirdness of the panoptikum, jost's sculptures appear
quite minimal. actually, they are reduced to shape and material, even
the shape is as simple as a sketch, the metal of the material covered
with rust. If you like to, you can read his creations as small ideas fighting
against their own decay, a metaphor for every artwork - and every living
being… |
2012-04-05
EGGXPO feature: a night at kelbassas panoptikum | entry by sven |
|
it is already a year
now when i assured the kelbassas to come around and write a journal feature.
now it is up for the next EGGXPO and i have finally made it. |
2012-03-29
non-stop eating at the conference hotel | entry by sven |
|
all you can see above,
i had the great honor to wake up this morning in a conference hotel again,
i really like to check in and to check out from time to time. you somehow
feel extremely important when you are booked into a hotel while you are
not on holiday. |
2012-03-10
of hope and despair, islands of escaping | entry by sven |
|
there is a lot going
on. as you can find out in my last journal i am facing a lot of changes
forcing my into decisions concerning essential issues. there was a long
time no writing, no time, space or even words, back against the wall i
think i have to be through to talk about. the process i´m in is
located on many levels and not setteld yet, but within all these grinding
ups and downs i am in need to create islands of escaping. |
2012-02-17
a sad carpet tells the future | entry by sven |
|
these are strange
days, full of stress, big plans and nothing happening — first of all. |
2012-02-01
premature praise and relaxed ambition | entry by sven |
|
this is funny, making
music for such a long time now, sometimes more, sometimes less ambitioned
and concentrating on visual work, i am part of an exiting project concerning
rock music again. |
2012-01-24
the return of susie | entry by sven |
|
recently i am drowning
in work, there are still some projects ahead but there is mostly a lot
of other stuff to do, to get everything together. these days have a lot
potential to become euphoric, unfortunately also to get disappointed.
waiting just leads to despair. |
2012-01-05
the system will keep you stupid | entry by sven |
|
welcome to my first
entry of 2012. even with this dramatic headline i´d like to look
back and tell a funny story about technical misleading. |